So I took acid for the first time on the weekend. It was really nice and not what I expected. I didn’t have hallucinations so to speak. All the colours I saw seemed more vivid and I found silly things funny (I spent a good 20 minutes laughing at a toilet paper dispenser). I was at a mini festival on some private property in the bush and the music sounded really good in my ears. I did escape to my tent for awhile and cried a little. I wouldn’t say it was because I was having a bad trip or anything, I just had overwhelming emotions. I felt like they were washing over me and every time I breathed the tent mimicked my breathe. I did have one thought and it made me a little sad, I realised that the only person that makes me happy is myself and the only person I love is myself. Realising how narcissistic I was and how hard I find it to relate to others was a little bit of a buzz-kill. After a couple of hours it wore off, so I smoked lots of weed to relax myself, as I felt a little tense. Now that I look back I think I was cold and that caused my body to feel tense. I think next time I’ll try more than one tab, as I want to feel more.
Not at this moment, you can catch me in a friend’s video clip for their band Whiskey & Speed - Picking Up The Slack, I’m only in it briefly but it’s hard to miss. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6SCQBh7jH8
EDIT: I also have a few embarrassing videos from my uni days online
WARNING: They are not sexy http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLB61D67FBAE39280E
I think I would like to start with at least 30 guys for a blowbang! I live in Australia, so auditioning for companies like that, is out of the question. I wish that I could, but I haven’t really established a name for myself yet. When it comes to make up I love lots of mascara and eyeliner and red lipstick. I like the moment when you’re getting facefucked and it starts to drip from the drool, tears and spit. My fav series is Gag Factor!!!!
Yes, yes and yes. Spit and drool are some of my favourite things. Sometimes I take things too far and vomit when it comes to rough oral sex, but I like having my make up ruined.
Oh it wouldn’t, I already have a business model and I did my undergrad in film making and my masters in journalism, so technically I have the skills … it’s just that at the moment I have nothing. No job, besides sex work, no internet connection, no computer, no camera … so I need to get the basics to at least make some web cam videos :D
Oh shucks, I have to make something first!!!
Director and actress. I’m obsessed with the series Girlvert by Ashley Blue, I would like to start my own series called Rape/Revenge … I get brutally raped on film and then I get revenge. I also have a interest in horror/snuff porn, plus lots of fetish stuff like self bondage, anal toys, oral sex, breast play, fisting, watersports, ageplay, pegging, roleplay, wet and messy, glory holes, bukkake, gangbangs, sleepy sex, BBW, wrestling, crushing, trampling, humiliation, objectification, drug play, cutting/blood play … basically anything that anyone wants to see :D
Money, money, money! I’m 1800 dollars in debt. It doesn’t sound like much, but it is the most I’ve ever owed in my life. Once that is paid off, then saving up for equipment is my next challenge. After that though, the sky’s the limit. I have so many dirty ideas, I just can’t wait!
All I wanna do is make adult films, but there is so many things in the way …
I’m sick of defending feminism.